Some Crazy

evil breeds evil

Thank you, lord for my challenges. Thank you for giving me vision, not just sight, in order to see past what is in front of me, to see behind the veil and facade. At my age, I have learned the hard lessons of accountability, acceptance, and the complete value of truth. I am at this very moment in time however learning how completely deceitful people can be. How they can drag you into an insane lie and the lie becomes their life. I have a choice. I have never been in a position where I can see clearly the root and cause of my trouble right now is who I am hanging around. I know the truth. I am true. And most comforting, GOD knows the truth. I am not a hyper-religious crazy person, but when there is absolutely nothing else, one is forced to fall back on god. I do not have parents, in the sense, I am my parent’s parent. I have myself the cement and God to fall on. this is so late and I am trying to be so incredibly vague rn that I am probably not going to make sense. I thought sex work was dangerous, I thought drug use was dangerous, stealing food, running away from home at a young age, going to jail, writing my feelings. There is nothing more dangerous than trusting a liar. There is nothing more dangerous than loving a liar. Though you didn’t really love that person, you loved who they lied to you about being. ha. ha. ha.