Sounds so sweet 🥲

Found this in my iPhone notes from a couple months ago

Deadly teeth in such a lovely mouth

Shred me shred me 

Say my name one time and make it real

Spit it out like rotten meat

Rake your fingers through desolate soil

“God please tell me the truth please”

Tell me the truth...

Will life take root?

Tell me the truth

Is this all the same 

Tell me the truth

Drenched in pain, sliced to the bone

Shattered dreams, burnt cigarette holes 

Tell me the truth, soak me in lies

Tell me the truth, soak me in lies

Until we are free, we are alone.

No one hears me scream

In this crumbling home.

Can you hear me? Can you hear me? 

Can you hear me? Can you hear me? 

Will you say my name? Come and stand near me? Will you take my hand? I need you to feel me. 

Ahhhhgh ohh hwaghh ohh waghhh ohh etc until my vocal cords snap

Surrounded by death 

It seeps into my skin no matter how hard I fight I’ll never win 

Can you hear me? Can you hear me? 

Can you hear me? Can you hear me? 

no signal in my soul till then I roam

Tattered clothes and busted feet 

In my dreams I find a home 

So raw when I wake 

This fucked up panic I cannot shake

Closer to strangers I am to breaking 

My heart is numb no longer aching 

Tell me the truth soak me in lies 

Tell me the truth soak me in lies 

When will I finally meet my demise 

When will all this finally end 

Until then I haven’t got one friend